Waiting for the good I guess..

Well, it has been such a long time didn't update as I can't sign in.some problem occurs.. But now , I'm back. . . =D

This season there were ups and downs going on and coming up and has been the BEST and the WORST. Everything that could goes right end up went wrong.

As I grew up day by days(older), many things happens everyday and I can’t understand why things happen when they happen and I'll have my thinking and perceptions changed.Instead, I guess as you grow older you begin to realize that bad things are sometimes the best things that could ever happen to you. God many times will allow everything in your life to fall apart just to remind you that the things of this world that we are so desperately dependent upon are really not that important.


Sometimes we get so caught up in what we need to do that we forget where we are and who we are. We are not human doings, we are human beings. The being part is what I think most of us have the most difficulty with. 'What does it mean to just be?' To be yourself and not care what others think. It is easy to say that but it is not easy to be that. It is that kind of courage to be your true self. True courage comes when we are not afraid to truly be ourselves, when we stop living under someone else life and we begin to follow our heart.


I've been living under people's life and doesn't truly be myself.Its really a hard time for me. I'll say YES no matter what and doesn't really bother about my own situations,conditions and ability. I'll try to help others when they're in need even though I'm struggling on the other side.Well, all I'm doing is that I think they may need my hands to help them out so I did and I'll be very happy and glad that all went smooth. The worst thing is when you're trying to do your best and be a helping hand, others don't appreciate it at all and simply talk bad things and judging you.


I always tell my friends and others- You do your best and your part, let God do the rest.when something happened that you're truly innocent and the truth is not as how they think, don't shine and tell the truth yourself.Its useless!Let God do it for you and shut their mouth ever. I've always believe in this.but now, things really happened on me.It's quite hard for me to accept what others is talking and judging.

The words that spoke out really impact one a lot.It maybe encouraging, helpful, destroy, hurtful etc..Think before you speak anything out from your mouth.Sometimes, we don't realize any small actions or words we spoke hurt one a lots.We don't realized own mistakes and if others tells us, please accept it humbly and realized and changed.

To be able to be imperfect and know that you belong still and are accepted. To realize no matter what you do or don’t do right or wrong that God understands and loves you the same either way...

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