I love you no matter what...thanks for loving me as who I am...

but sometimes u're expecting something from me...but I knew u're changing and learning..

I'm not perfect as well..so both of us keep encouraging and helping each other okay..

we'll walk on the path that dad prepared for us step by step..want Him to be in the midst of this relationship.. ok..

learn to see ourselves as god sees you..put the past behind after move on ur way with Him..

hehehehe hahahahahaha~~~~~~

XDDDDD i love u..

Pain extremely...

Well..its a past tensed and happened on 6th August..

Ooouch..its really very deeply extremely pain inside..

Pain.......pain.........pain..........but you didn't realized.did you??

why can't you say it in another way round??

bla..bla..bla...all that you said I've knew.ok!!

was so fed up, extremely hurt by words u said and felt like wanna hang your phone up. but I didn't coz I respect you..

as tears was seen inside my eyes. . .

really so hurted and pain by your words...

Ooouuchhh!!!!!!!!









But today and now... hehe

felt like He wanna speak to me for quite a long time.so spoke to me through him(straight forwardness)...

WOW~~~ so straight meh??? hurt la hahaha...

But...I must not get hurt easily by these things, by those hurtful words, words that are not nice to hear..

So i stood up and move on!!! Yea~~~~ also, seek dad's advice and be with Him.quiet down myself and think of everything.

pour out every of my feeling to Him as only He knows me very well.no other people even your boyfriend..

I've read a book by Joel Osteen-Your Best Life Now..from there I got confirmation.

it says:
'Learn to see yourself as God sees you-as a winner, an overcomer, as 'well able'.God wants you to accomplish great things in life, He's put incredible potentials, gifts and talents within you to enable you to do so.start stepping out in faith and acting on the desires that He's placed in your heart!!

WOW~~~ well. from here I got confirmation and got my heart peaceful and calm..its encouraging!I felt sad and disappointed with myself too..

but it wont be too long..I've made a choice and decision to do so..

Anyway,thanks for those hurtful and pain words but it helps and wake me up.. haha

I'm in a work of progress..GoD wants to change me from GOOD to BETTER to BEST!!!! ~~~~yEA~~~~ XDDD