FYI- now is 01:30am..time in my blog bit sot sot..haha Havent sleep..

cant sleep though..cool down maself first..tml gonna work afternoon shift..hehe

Good Night everyone.. XDD

speechless...

Juz after an irritating incident and conversation. . . . .

I really damn hate people say things in a sarcastic way.. wanna say, juz tell directly and in a nice and pleasant way ok..

since is juz a small matter, don't need to make it big..and don't need to round the bush and tell things..tell directly please...

Now I understood..no one in this world can really understands you and ur feeling even thought had been in ur shoe before.. your thoughts, thinking, mind-set all comes from you urself and god.. u dont fully understand me though..ya I didnt say it out..but some I dont need to speak.

Hows a person's reaction is depends on the way you convey that message.in a nice, pleasant and straight-forward way or round the bush, speaks non-nense and irritates you up..

juz a sudden feeling..

well good night ... =))

new~~new~~new~~

hahaha as some of you know that I had beed using ppl's phone for quite a period..

why???~~~

coz my W380 sony ericson spoiled..and doesn't plan to buy it for that moment..

so had beed asking from person to person for phone..any phone also can..as long as its a phone hahaha...

previously was my colleague's phone, then jess' for some period.. then one day, she needs that phone back for her sis and herself urgently and now!!!...

so where can I get a phone that time and so urgently??? and how about $$$??? can I really go buy it myself??? how will i tell my parents???

pray..keep praying..praying...hahaha pray that a phone will drop down from heaven..

wahahahahahahahaha how nice if its real..

then final decision..

call dad and tell him and ask for some cash..and shockly he agreed to give me yeah!

and in betwen met with some troubles,thought all this plan tak jadi ad..

but when the phone is mine, I shall get it hahaha..

on 15 sept, we went out to sunway to survey for nokia phone...shops to shops searching..

finally, bought one is X2 with 5megapixel for rm450..haha not bad what..

syok nya.. and thanks to those who paid for me.. thanks dad, dear and me~~~hehe

and past few weeks back, my uncle and aunty bought me a notebook toshiba with a printer somemore~~ hahaha

its really dad's blessing upon me...hahaha so many more things new..thank god yea =>

a choice to make...

hey hey i'm back here... XD

recently quite a busy life..we (nurses) will become a really busy people in the future haha..*expected

Well this week i'm posted in paeds ward.with all those complains, we students cant do much things there..all must accompanied by staff nurses..

haha well ok save our energy too =)

posting there quite enjoy too..maybe I like kids haha..

playing around with them, fooling them around while need to give them medications,making all sorts of funny faces, pretending to cry with them, listening to the kids songs they singing etc...hahaha

and there can gain more knowledge that some other wards don't.and at least u have that skills and experience to do that particular things..

maybe one of choices to choose haha as we need to make a choice to which ward u're going to be posted when u're a staff nurse.

but the main obstacle is the MANAGER... WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

Well,i think is an opportunity to learn and gain more..

I will consider about it again haha..

Yea feels very blessed!!!!!

I'm a blessed child hahahaha!!!enjoyed the days in aunty's house..hehe

got a special gift from my uncle and aunty haha.. =)

just wanna say thanks to u all dear unc n aunty..haha

enjoyed the moments here hahaha

thanks!!!! I love u!! =)

juz think of yourself.. juz think from your own thinking and perception only..

bull shit!~~

how many times I did this to u??..sounds like I didnt even care of it!!!

being so sellfish and juz think of that.OMG~~~~

wrong decision from beginning?? did I??

I have my own family too and need them in my life okay!!

could you just stop from being like this??? I'm really tired of it.

don simply make up a decision for me as u did!!! I hate it!

don regret..

too much of expectation, you'll get hurt easily coz u're expecting that person to be the one that's in your mind..

but in fact, you cant do this..you're wrong if u're doing this..coz thats him or her..cant expect him or her to change..

sometimes the person closest to you will hurt you the most and deeply..

say those words that pock you while that person doesn't realise it..

what's this???... hahahaha

actually who am I???

this recently I was like cant really express out myself..

cant tell what I want, what I dislikes and how I felt and how I think..

sometimes I felt sad and depressed coz of surrounding things that happened.. felt that i'm out in the midst of them..then got hurt bit..

sometimes I can really laugh till stomachache and all teeth were shown and mouth were open so big.. haha

sometimes cant describe or explain what I think of something..

sometimes i'm very impatience towards things..talk rudely.. sorry...

sometimes dont know what to do..felt so free..turning round and round in my room searching for things to do..

sometimes felt like wanna cry out loud..sometimes wanna laugh out loud..hehe *weird

sometimes i felt scared too after dreamt of those horrible terrible and scary dreams.. suddenly few men came and surround you and talk to you fiercely..

really scared those dreams really happened on me someday.. arggg.. no it WONT!!!!

sometimes felt like wanna being hug and care and loved deeply and at that moment..

sometimes really wish u are here with me..

sometimes i really wanna cry in your presence and just stay with you..

sometimes i run away from you..sorry >.< felt lazy..